Billie Eilish wants to “enjoy” her new tour after going through “really dark times” on previous tours

Billie Eilish has admitted that she experienced some “dark times” during her previous tours, noting that she felt “lonely.”

However, as the singer prepares for her first tour without her family members coming along, she wants to make it a “pleasant” experience.

In addition to focusing on her tour, Billie Eilish announced that she will no longer speak about her sexuality after feeling pressured to “come out” last year.

Billie Eilish's mother says her new tour is her 'year of going to college'

During a chat with Vogue magazineEilish's mother, Maggie Baird, spoke about her upcoming “Hit Me Hard And Soft” tour, noting that it would be the first outing where the singer wouldn't be at all of the dates with her family.

Baird joked, “I guess this is kind of our 'year of going to college,'” implying that she's sending her daughter away so she can be alone.

Both Eilsh's mother and father would be absent from the tour, and while her brother, Finneas O'Connell, would join her on certain dates, he would be busy promoting his solo album For Cryin' Out Loud.

Reflecting on her previous tour experiences, Eilish admitted that she went through “really dark times” and often felt like everything was “temporary.”

Although she acknowledges that touring still has its challenges, the singer is determined to make it a “more enjoyable” experience after realizing how lonely she had been for years.

“I didn’t realize I could make traveling enjoyable,” Eilish said fashion. “I was very lonely for many years and that doesn't interest me anymore. I want to enjoy the show as much as I enjoy my days.”

The singer talks about spending time apart from her brother Finneas O'Connell

During an episode of Spotify's “Countdown To” vodcast, Eilish spoke about spending time away from her brother Finneas while he focuses on his own projects.

The singer noted that it was “hard” for her, but a relief.

“I feel like I spend all my time on tour and rehearsing like, 'Oh my God, Finneas wants to leave' or 'Finneas is unhappy.'” I just look up to you so much and want you to have the best time “Have,” Eilish said via People magazine.

Finneas has also hinted that he plans to make his sister her own artist without his influence as a producer.

In an interview with Guitar.comhe said, “I set up Billie's recording studio for her so she can do home production without me because she's very good at it!”

Finneas added, “And it's funny, I kind of gave her the bare minimum of stuff just so she could learn everything.”

Billie Eilish vows to stop talking about her personal life

In her fashion In an interview, Eilish made it clear that she no longer plans to talk about her sexuality after feeling pressured to come out as queer last year.

She spoke about her sexual orientation for the first time during a chat with her diversitywhere she mentioned that she was “physically attracted” to women.

At the time, she admitted that she thought her feelings were already obvious and was surprised by the public's reaction.

However, the 22-year-old chart-topper has now expressed regret over her openness and stated that from now on she plans to keep her personal life, including her sexuality and relationships, private.

Eilish also commented on the overwhelming scrutiny of her personal life, expressing that it feels “unnatural” compared to the privacy that most people her age enjoy.

While she opened up about her frustration, she said, “I wish no one knew about my sexuality or anything about my dating life. Never, never, never. And I hope they never do it again.”

Eilish reiterated her stance, adding: “I’m never talking about my sexuality again. And I’m never talking about who I’m dating again.”

In a candid interview, she sparked a conversation about sexuality and self-expression

In April, Eilish caused some controversy for her comments about sex in an interview Rolling Stone.

The singer shocked many when she revealed that self-pleasure helps her feel more comfortable and “decompress.”

“Sex,” she told the publication after being asked how she relaxes. “Basically, I talk about sex whenever I can. This is literally my favorite topic. As a woman, my experience is that it is seen in such strange ways. People are so uncomfortable talking about it and scary when women are very comfortable with their sexuality and their communication around it.

Reflecting on her experience, Eilish added: “I think it's so frowned upon to talk about it and I think that should change. You asked me what I do to relax. This shit can save you sometimes, is all I'm saying.” To be honest, I can't recommend it more.

Billie Eilish on privacy, identity and the pressures of public scrutiny

The “Ocean Eyes” hitmaker admitted that she often “underestimates” how much her words are “inflated” by the media, noting that while others her age may explore their identities and make mistakes in private, she herself However, a global figure cannot afford this luxury.

Addressing this challenge, she described it as “unnatural” and said: “We are all babies. We are all little children growing up and learning ourselves.”

Reflecting on the moment she accidentally revealed her sexuality, Eilish shared that she doesn't particularly like the concept of “coming out.” She said, “I just wonder: Why can’t we just exist?”

The singer added: “I've been doing this for a long time and I just haven't talked about it… oops. I saw all the articles (and) thought, “Oh, I think I got out today… OK,” cool.”

Although she was a little apprehensive about the discussion, she noted, “It's exciting for me because I think people didn't know, so it's cool that they know.” I’m nervous to talk about it…but I’m for the girls.”